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Blogging teh crazies

Here I go again. At least this time, from a quick look around at some buddy bloggers, I am not entirely alone. Full moon? The calendar says Friday. By then I may be ready for the men with the little white jackets ...

I have never experienced anything like this before. The last 6 months or so has been nothing shy of absolutely insane. Today I find myself on the edge, unable to be still, on the verge of tears alternating with laughing hysterically at nothing, with a generalized fear of ... well, I don't know. Something.

Anxiety. It sucks, ya'll.

I've always ... ALWAYS ... been the level-headed one. Calm, cool, collected. Give me a crisis, I will manage it. It's just my own life that's a miserable mess. But still I have always just plodded on through. I wish there was something I could do, fix, change or whatever ... if only to make myself think I am DOING something about ... whatever!

Aside from not hearing anything from school about my financial aid for the summer semester, everything seems to be going along just fine. The kids are great, better than ever. My cats are great. My parents are even doing OK. Work is good, the pay sucks but the people are great - mostly.

*sigh*

I need a vacation. A week or two, laying on the beach, waited on hand and foot by a young, tanned, gorgeous cabana boys that rub my feet, massage my back and feed me peeled grapes and chocolate-dipped strawberries, while fantastic music plays, and breezes blow through the palm tree fronds. At night, they would fan me to keep me cool as I slept. No worries, no cares. Just for a little while.

*whimper*

Heck, at this point, I'd just be grateful for a full and restful night's sleep ...

OK ... let's focus on good stuff - I scored a cappuccino/espresso maker off of Freecycle. I finally replaced my old bed pillows and bought myself a new set of summer jammies (And I'm blogging in them! Ask nice and you can see!) After my misadventure with Worst Buy, I found the keyboard/mouse set I was going to spend $150 on for $78 at Amazon. I found a light version of Breyers Fried Ice Cream ... 4.5 fat grams, ya'll! And white chocolate raspberry coffee creamer.

*sigh* OK, I'm taking my jammies and going to bed. Miss Thang just got home ... she went to see Pirates tonight, so we get to compare notes for a bit. Then sleepy time.

Vacation. Yeah ... that's the ticket ...

And then there's always the lolcats, always good for a smile:




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